Mother

None of us would be here unless we were born after a gestation of many months in our biological mothers womb. None of us can say that we came from anywhere else if we are human. The journey of life begins in the same moment of death. We gestate in our mothers internal body until it is time for us to come out, wherein the beginning of life inside of her ends, and we are forced into a completely different reality where the gestation experience has ended forever, akin to death and then birth, compressed within the same laborious moments.

We must accept this new life, and trust those around us as our family, our caregivers, our beginning support while in such a fragile and vulnerable state. You wouldn't be able to read this unless you were fed, cared for, looked after, and educated. From the moment of birth, each and everyone one of us has a unique life-evolving story, that when told becomes the foot prints of our souls journey. As we learn how to live on earth, we first learn to walk, then run, and even hide, we become captivated and truly lost at other times. No one-journey is identical to another, as we are each here with our own unique and powerful life mission.

The story we each have about our relationship to our mother is always deeply personal and powerful because it reveals the backdrop of why any of us are here. Some of our beginnings are the true-to-form storybook tale with powerful maternal love being at the foundation defining the essence of life, often cementing a deepening of your mother & father's love in their marriage. We align with an expectation of how love affirms the foundation of a meaningful and purposeful reality and therefore, as adults go and create the same experience with these beginning foundation-expectations.

Sometimes and often the case, we do not get the story-book beginning in our infancy and childhood. We encounter challenges where we have to navigate difficulties from any potential category of 'why'. At times we have to accept the help of strangers, to help us with a continued life, whether it be a relative, a neighbors mom, or a teacher. This is to say, we each come here with our own  personal mission with a spiritual blueprint encoded in our souls energetic DNA (Divining Natural Answers) with detailed specs of your life mission for being on Earth. The instructions are not revealed in a neatly organized folder with detailed instructions about your karma or life purpose organized in linear form. It is the array of life experience that presents us with situations that allow us to heal, evolve our beings, our souls, our understanding and forming life meaning as it relates to your choices and the importance of exercising free will.

Whether your mother was a loving maternal type, or a painful source of memories, remember, you were given birth and would not have been able to make it 'here' without being carried within her body. This is not an underlying message of  'you should be grateful', rather a message to love the blessings that come with being alive and if your mother is a strong positive presence in your life, honor her, let her know your expression of gratitude that represents your life, your grace, your transcended understanding of who you are together and what you have learned from her. Let her know that she isn't taken for granted.

If your relationship is /  was challenging, then remember you deserve to be honored for choosing life, to take on your self regardless of the many challenges that came out of your early beginnings. She was the beginning place for you to start your life, for you to get your footing no matter how events unfolded once you were born. Now, as an adult you can make choices that represent your heart's intention towards the life you choose to live. Through depth-perception and accrued life-experience you can listen to your inner-self navigation, through listening to and honoring your feelings. Your feelings identify where you can heal, where you have healed and gained strength, integrated wisdom and bettering self-esteem, as you walk your conscious journey.

If you can love your mother for what she gave you, love her and bless her for your gift of life. If necessary, forgive her for any misgivings, as forgiveness takes your soul out of bondage held in the energetic past. When we forgive, we regain our energy in the present moment to create and manifest the life we choose. Choose love, choose to be here now and witness all that is beautiful surrounding you in nature, even if it is just the grass on your lawn responding to the suns light and Earth's water, the trees budding, bee's buzzing, birds singing, as they herald the essence of all of life, the frequency from were we all have come. "As above, so below."

Wishing you the maternal joy of life-giving forces, whether it be through birthing your children, recognizing your mother or, your life as you are, the person you choose to be. Each new moment is a gift, to continually birth your conscious choice to live life in Loves breath.

Peace, Love & Light,
Jackie

Time to take care of YOU!

As seen in recent weeks in the United States, longer term distress in Syria, and seemingly never ending turmoil in parts of Africa, we grow accustomed to believing in the idea of the possibility of unexpected turmoil erupting anywhere at any time. Environmental horror stories such as what we are seeing in Alabama, Japan, and I am sure in many other places globally, it appears the human world in a state of chaos, creating a collective unspoken feeling of stress and generalized experience of being 'dis-at-ease'.

The point is this; we have more power in these situations than we 'allow ourselves to believe'. I say it this way because human consciousness IS evolving where thoughts have an evermore rapid influence in how events impact the creation of shared reality. As we evolve and understand how the energy of our thoughts influence world events, we can begin to heal on a large scale with little burden-- to any-single-individual. The key is to understand how taking responsibility without taking on ALL of the world problems. As paradoxical as it sounds, if we Truly did the latter, we'd all feel overwhelmed and completely stressed out!

WHAT WE CAN DO is take care of our own lives and become more aware of how we interface with our own interpersonal and echo-environments. When take on responsibility, we are socialized to automatically take care of everyone else first before ourselves individually from an ungrounded and often unconscious place of triage, an old paradigm invented in an attempt to prevent people from becoming self-centered or self-absorbed. Yet there is a need though, to attend to ones own interior so that when you direct intentions towards others, you are doing this from a conscious and self-enlightened space of positive self-awareness. THIS MEANS that when you tend to your own vessel first, you are coming from a place of integrity, personal compassion and not from a fear space of worst-case scenario reaction to fear.

There is a saying (paraphrased) that says "An empty vessel cannot fill anyones cup." The concept is that you cannot 'authentically offer assistance to another' without an awareness from where it is coming. This is to say, if you are offering scatter-shot energy frequencies, then the results will be scattered and diluted. So first, please tend to your own vessel, and repair the energy that inspires a feeling of being personally empowered through a space of self-care and nurturing.

Use this 'time of many adjustments' to TAKE CARE OF YOU! You deserve this more than anyone! Take time to offer yourself worthy attention, shift from ego-demands and simply acknowledge 'you' on a soul-level. When we do this collectively, we firm up the foundation from which we offer healing to others, and thus, add a frequency of deepening integrity of our shared collective heart.

We all have been through a lot one way or another in recent weeks, months and longer in some regions, and before you can get back into the race, your own vessel deserves YOUR love, self-compassion, a time to go inward and honor the blessed spirit that you are. First say 'hello' to yourself, pause, and allow yourself an abundance of LOVING Light too!

See you at 9 your time. Together we will send LOVE, LIGHT and the potent potentials of unconditional miracles to all who need it wherever they are, through the effortless effort of our collective hearts. ~Peace, Namaste, Good will, everywhere for all living things Great & small.

The Power of Free Will

What is it and why is this hard-wired into the core of our spirits, our psyches? We expect it, especially in the United States. We all have 'free will', as this is how we know when we have been oppressed, or are being oppressed or recognize when we see others being oppressed. There is this feeling of 'this is not right' within the core of our being when we witness human and animal injustice. Social organizations, cultural influences and how we govern ourselves all are an externalization of what (we) collectively believe to be true. This is why so much is shifting and changing all over the world. We are realizing that the social norms of the past no longer serve humanity or the planets ecology. We are awakening, raising our vibration and thus, rebirthing how we are, and how we see life.

We (humanity) are learning that a shared cooperative global culture is needed in order to survive, to shed an outdated patriarchal-arrogance that once served as a cloak of denial perpetuated by fear and division, our collective consciousness is evolving. As we begin to understand our own  consciousness as an integral part of Earth's ecosystem, we see how negative judgments only rob us of the richness of the biodiverse ecology we have been provided, in order to realize our intelligence in its reflection.. 

We have grown, we have changed, we are adapting to the demands of this time for which we live. An era where humans, no matter our faith, religion or political beliefs are on a real time table, leading to some form of critical mass so as to recognize the Living Planet as a symbiotic life-form. This time table is a result of our past neglect, past ignorance, and naivety. We now know that we cannot continue to strip-mine the planet for resources, that we cannot dump toxic waste and hope that it 'just goes away'. Plastics must be recycled, replacing paper products with hemp products, developing sustainable and clean technologies is on the rise, and so is the deepening awareness that burning fossil fuels grows evermore passe. 

Yet, when we become a unified force, we can make the changes we need to be balanced cohabitants of our beautiful planet. Earth is a living organism with intelligence that surpasses all of us (humans) put together. How we relate to Earth is an expression of our limitations, as we have been taught to take Her resources for granted. Future generations cannot carry on as we have, and expect a balanced, purposeful life. Yet, this very thought can be overwhelming and we often shut off further contemplation.

This sense of overwhelm is a belief in 'feeling powerless'. Feeling powerless comes from an old paradigm that we cannot effect change within our own lives that would have enough impact on the larger whole. This is challenging when the media creates stories that appear larger than life, only serving to contribute towards a collective apathy based on lies. It is an old pattern, an old belief-habit to not challenge authority, yet in this haze, we have elected officials who do not represent the people, let alone the well-being of our planet. These politicians represent corporate interests which only concerns itself with quarterly and annual profits regardless of what resources are taken from the environment.

So what do -we- do? Give up? How do we challenge powers that have overtaken our belief in being able to effect personal power? How many times a day do you (unconsciously) go into agreement that we (humans) are too screwed-up to be able to make REAL changes? 

Free will is built into our souls, the core of our interior, and when we integrate this instinct with good intentions for all, the power shifts to the majority of thought- the collective mind. We are seeing it already, within old religious power structures where to question them in the past would have been considered sacrilegious. There still are places on earth where death can result by questioning religious doctrine that revere others as less, or insignificant, and worthy of abuses. There is a paradigm change underway and we must support this change in our everyday lives, as it leads towards greater healing for all.

Please take 5 minutes of your day to release what was once thought to be true and in its place, visualize a free world, where love is the real currency, and we (humanity) have evolved beyond using fear as a mechanism to take power. When we embrace faith, we dissolve fear, when we dissolve fear, we see each other with fresh eyes and new beginnings, wherein the past becomes the past instead of recreating fear. (FAITH= Focused Authentic Intention Towards Healing, FEAR = False Evidence Appearing Real. Faith dissolves fear.) See you at 9 your time!

Appearances As They Are Now DO NOT Determine The Future

We cannot allow 'appearances' to determine what can happen in the future, but we can use these appearances as -opportunities- to continue to make higher choices while exercising our ability to use free will, making progressive changes through small efforts within our day-to-day lives. These seemingly low impact changes, add up to huge benefits through time.

As we get used to being an eco-friendly culture, the demands and requirements of enlightened humans as true custodians to Earth increase. We, as a modern civilization need to continue to amend our 'throw-away' mentality, stop damaging the planet to extract oil only to result in carbon pollutants that are toxic to all living things.

Herein defines the New Age, moving towards a sustainable future, and this is to be more conscious of our own intentions, our own thoughts and exposure to counterproductive hyperbole sensationalist news. This negative feed into our psychies as a regular diet of purchased and intentionally designed headlines, meant to 'pop' for high ratings, can not offer any benefits in the longer term.

This 'era' is about going within to understand we are more powerful than we have been 'allowed' to believe until recent decades. New thinking, new permissions to explore ourselves as 'energetic beings' when sharing a common focus can exact miracles. Miracles are not cop-outs or short-cuts to healing or release. It is a decision to offer your pure heart's love unconditionally to those whom you will never meet in person, or to the planet as a bona fide living organism without any judgement.

When we unite our intentions, we become a part of the life-force that is of the planet. Earth only knows 'love' as a life-force frequency. We are surrounded by this frequency, yet we are socialized to not even know it is there. Why?

Perhaps as being part of the evolution of consciousness, we humans are being integrated into an energy wavelength that can change all that is broken once 'we have arrived'? Letting go of our attachment to how things should be, and simply believe that we are making good choices day-to-day becomes a living affirmation towards healing. Healing ourselves, healing our health by making lifestyle changes towards better nutrition, better self-care, better visions of what we CAN do, can only be beneficial because the future has not happened yet.

The opportunity that February brings is a reminder to remember love. No matter how dark things can seem, no matter how loss is impacting us, we are enabled to raise our vibrations at will. Practicing everyday makes the effort less imposing when a real situation comes across. This is because taking time - 5 minutes a day, to check in with your own intention towards your day becomes a normal part of your life routine and you are less susceptible to errant / random negative influences.

From one of my favorite websites: http://www.orindaben.com/pages/rooms/book_paragraph/#book

"Let go of your concerns for yourself and your life, and be aware of another person's reality today. Discover any tendency to talk about yourself; do not speak of your concerns or your accomplishments. Ask about the other person instead."

This practice can only be enriching, and healing to yourself because the answer you hear / receive might be relevant to you but in another way, more specific to you or your life circumstances. When we reach outside of ourselves towards another, we can see a larger more compassionate reality. When we do this around the world, sanity takes form and dominance loses its value.

See you at nine your time- five minute meditation prayer, visualizing Earth healed, humanity living in balance, living on a clean energy grid, toxic food, plastics, and other pollutants, a thing of the past. ~Namaste

P.s. Here is the link to join my Facebook Group: Global Prayers & Meditation for Natural & Man-made Disasters: https://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_112404655513647

The (Guaranteed) Shift, a Sobering Truth

For a millennium, the confluence of western religions has shut down the most vital aspects of energetic self-awareness, the ability to go within without needing external permissions from a male dominated (misogynistic) driven culture where his-story systematically excludes (and programs future generations) while depreciating her-story. This has caused a malignant antipathy that can and will destroy all Life, as we know it on this planet if we allow this form of male domination lead. We (humanity) are systematically destroying the planet. Why? Because, we all have been sold on the ‘benefits that come with convenience.’  Modern-day marketing specialists as well as ivy league psychologists all of the back through his-story to noted religious leaders, popes and royalty, knew that by creating ‘convenience’ leveraged with severe manufactured fear-based consequences, leads society into a chronic state of apathy when there are no healthful counter balances that allows us to develop any (true) meaning as to why we exist, therefore we submit fearing severe consequences in the afterlife. 

We have become addicted to food, drugs, medications / pharmaceuticals, toxic TV, petro-products and on, in an attempt to distance ourselves from believing that we are powerful unto OURSELVES. To be responsible is to be response-abled. Thus how we have been managing society has become a fractured power struggle rather than a shared collective intrigue that envisions a healthy co-existence with our own living (loving) planet and all of its precious biodiversity.

Whole portions of the Bible / other holy scriptures are intended to serve as guidelines have where significant (and balancing) perspectives are missing, because they were intentionally edited (manipulated) to convenience the few that assigned themselves the role of regulating society and the future. Therefore our sense of personal power as spirits with bodies is grossly underdeveloped through lacking awareness of what is within, resting dormant. Their (past time religious/political leaders) selfish motives and the consequences are playing out now as an unbalanced toxic culture where denial is the only form of defense for those who would take us backwards in time! As a result, we have become a culture of cross-addicted mindless automatons that live to eat, to consume oil, to mindlessly discard away plastics and other toxins, to allow masses of other people to starve while we are eating a Big Mac in our oil guzzling SUV's while smoking a cigarettes. (Using broad strokes here..)

While the above seems so grim, so heavy in its density in realizing humanity’s current scoreboard, there is room for hope. Some of us are beginning to make the needed choices to redirect energy, by choosing healthful lifestyles, becoming conscious of what is in our food and including where it comes from, making time for prayer and meditation, becoming conscious in many new ways. BUT what we must do is learn to recognize and commit wholeheartedly towards letting go of our addictions, to see through conspiracy. Conspiracy only engages the ideology that ‘we are in agreement to give power to others’ who are unseen or in fact, clearly seen. Instead, we can reinvest this very same energy into actions that TAKE BACK POWER, giving energy only to that which creates and does not dilute and destroy personal power. 

The powers-that-be are quickly losing cohesion. This is why we are witnessing so many infrastructures failing. This is the beginning of ‘The Shift.’ This is our chance to take back what was hidden, stolen and manipulated. Complete knowledge of our energetic anatomy that parallels our physiology. When we can own our 'selves', we can develop healthy and functional boundaries, we do not need to or see the need control others.

The major global banks are failing because literally we cannot afford to continue as we have, for so long with virtual ledgers that will never balance. Our physical bodies are showing the consequences of man-made products installed into our foods and toxic insoluble byproducts deliberately dumped and seeping into our ecosystems. We have reached 'critical mass'. Everyday new shocking numbers of disorders, cancers, autism and virulent deadly bacterias are destroying everything we hold so dear- life and purpose, witnessing God’s beauty (as in the God of your heart), and being able to distinguish and know what is real and what is not.

We as a species on this planet cannot continue to be so highly addicted to things that cannot be reclaimed into the planets ecosystem through natural (normal) assimilation. If we do not comply, we will be destroyed before the planet allows itself to be destroyed. 

Next Installment: Hope, Light, and what we must do together to engage Her-story, so that Our-story can be realized.

Where Are We Headed?

Do any of you remember thinking "What's really is the deal with the date 11-11-11? What we do know is this, the Mayans and the Aztecs left some stone-carved record that we (Modern Society) have attempted to grasp, yet we cannot t r u l y know what it is until after the fact. I read this-n-that in order to gain a more solid fix on what to expect, yet this felt inconclusive since predicting the future cannot really be done in a literal minute-by-minute breakdown. As I have come to learn after decades of reading tarot and while also being an armchair Quantum Activist, the future is in a state of 'quantum flux' (only a potential) and the future we end up with in the 'present' is the future we 'agree upon as being true' collectively. By virtue of this agreement, we collapse the quantum field into a reality we need to have in order to resolve the global karma, the agreement that we need to improve, evolve, and create.

After sifting through articles in the past few years, reading a few books and surfing the Internet, I decided to sit in meditation and see what would filter through while in a deeper state of highly focused centeredness. In this state 'I get information.' What came through was not exactly what I anticipated but did make sense. Therefore I choose to share this with the hope that you will be 'enlightened' or better, empowered, or both!

While in meditation I sometimes get a thought-stream, where it is as though a channel is coming through and uploading this information and hearing it as it streams in, similar to when your are streaming music on your computer. This is what I heard;

     "The date 11-11-11 marked the Official Closure of the Previous Millennium, where the vibration was slower, and intended to bring human civilization to a point wherein to recognize the need for higher mind and the continuance of this process is in view." "The vibration that comes through the passage of time, gravity and space, literally, is the cellular vibration for which we oscillate. The prior millennium was at one rate, wherein the new millennium vibration is at a higher, more rapid rate. (Think of megahertz in your computer, except within your bio-electric energy signature. If your heart is beating, you have a electrical measurement output and this is why your heart can be measured by and EKG.)


     "This new vibration is congruent with our technical advancements and in so doing we are distilling and recognizing how we 'create' as in how the Universe creates. Modern technology and the many mechanisms, technical advances is revealing how we are put together as we continue to make new discoveries. Biomimicry is becoming a more consistent means through which engineers (all kinds) are exploring to create new technologies, as noted in newer understandings of how life creates itself in nature."


     "The old millennium was about religious affiliation and through these means, determined who could advance and who could not in the earlier 'tribal times'. We needed religion (the politics of God) to create a form for comprehending what spirituality is for while organizing the larger masses, as being spirits in body. (The essence of God.)" In the earliest days of civilization, our DNA was limited and programmed for "Do Not Ask", which meant that humans had to go to patriarchal sources for spiritual approval rather than trust their own ability to distill and hear their own spiritual guidance/communication from within, and trusting that as a genuine source of God-source communication. NOW the DNA is being transitioned through these higher oscillations and are releasing more 'codes' as it is within our DNA being released, now DNA is vibrating as "Divining Natural Answers." 


     "The New Age Movement is the beginning of this information integrating itself through our bodies and through our consciousness. The date 11-11-11 marks the official closure of the Old Millennium and the beginning of the New Millennium."

So, after I came out of that meditation, I realized that we are witnessing the profound upheaval of the old energies that are transforming, transmuting, and transitioning and is serving as the foundation in setting the tone for the 'current millennium' now officially underway. Millenniums are 1000 years at a time. The first millennium began 0-999, the next 1000 to 1999 and now 2000 to 2999. The official beginning was 11-11-2011 because of the numerology involved in setting the 'vibration'. The first 10 years of a millennium is to coalesce outgoing energies while new energies are being gestated. If the Universe is operating like the gears and springs in a clock, then the massive celestial bodies that are orbiting, and moving through All Time and Dimensions are in fact engaged in creating a cohesive expressions of it self, through us. Biblically speaking, if we are created in Gods image, then perhaps we are evolving in order to in some future day, evolve beyond our current comprehension. In other words, we are far from 'Done.'

Where do we go from here? (Assuming you might ask this..) If we look at all of the challenges to our current leadership, our current state of (global) economic affairs and then countries where severe upheaval is underway, we are being forced to reorient to the changes that are needed in order to Eve-volve. Prior religious leaders (Popes & males) who dominated the recent millennium through colonizing/gentrifying and then mass propagation used (IMHO) emotional blackmail, coercion, extortion, war and horrific acts torture to gain a foothold in the collective mind, managed to hold this energy but now is in a mass state of entropy because it was not in affinity with the planetary frequency. In essence we are grossly unbalanced and also, have become an metastasising cancer that is destructive and caustic to the idea that Earth unto itself, is a Living Organism, worthy of respect.

The emergence of the Feminine is needed to balance humanities continued existence on Earth. We cannot rip into the planet and strip it of its resources if it is to continue to live. We must embrace the 'green movement' where penalties for polluting are severe and those who would intentionally propagate delivery of toxins into our environments should be forced to deal with severe repercussions.

We are witnessing the breakdown of systems that have been and are becoming evermore antiquated in their operations, such as economics, suppressive or oppressive governments are quickly learning that might is not right, that annihilation of disfavored populations is not how to bring about balance and stability.

I'll stop here for the moment. However, I will continue this 'channel' as it comes in and clarity is revealed.

If you read this far, you deserve a medal!

~Peace!

"It's The Thought That Counts"

We have all heard this saying "It's The Thought That Counts", and likely we heard it when someone nearby was attempting to lessen the sting of an unplanned disappointment. Usually an gesture to please another, to follow-through with an inspired gift, or good intention that was met with less than expected joy. The idea is that in that moment we needed to hear some form of reassurance from another who witnessed this disappointment or who would have been the recipient, the reminder is that it was the THOUGHT behind the action that deserves positive acknowledgment. Nevertheless, this experience becomes an opportunity to heal from where we create expectation. This helps us to measure how to manage our effort in the future. Thoughts DO count! Becoming aware of where we create from, is part of the journey towards our personal enlightenment.

When I am reading tarot cards, or providing a Professional Clairvoyant Reading / Healings, I tell everyone that the future simply has NOT happened yet. Therefore the future can only be a potential and the moment is NOW to -consciously- create the future you truly desire to create or manifest. With more direct (conscious) intention, we develop the wherewithal to be more specific. The problem is that we have trouble putting the past in proper perspective. The past is important to be able to remember in order to be able to PREVENT making the same mistakes, the life lessons that refine our experience of 'Spiritual Self-Esteem'. Yet, we tend to go too far and allow what happened in the past to 'set a precedent' (impose belief limitations) for what can happen in the future. This is where we get into trouble! We learn from the past to 'recreate' the future that is in affinity with our 'authentic intention.'

Our thoughts have an energy frequency and when our emotions-- consciously or unconsciously-- are in the mix, are driving our thoughts. It is the energy of these emotions that creates in the future. It is the 'intention' behind your thoughts that carry through to others or into your own unfolding reality. Every moment is a new opportunity to create. So, if you are consciously residing in the past all of the time, then you will keep recreating the past!

The idea is learn to break from the energy of the previous days or situations, in a way that brings your sense of 'now' into the present. We tend to stick to the past because it seems safer, or easier, or familiar. We mistakenly use the past as a frame of reference for what can happen in the future, then we are surprised when the past repeats itself. Yet, we are confronted when change asserts itself too. Usually something deeper within or unconsciously, has decided to allow change in order to resolve boredom. These unconscious thoughts are the ones that can manifest unwanted crisis, or even self-sabotage.

We can embrace change and in so doing, we allow the 'Universe' to manifest what we truly desire within our hearts to come forth. How do we do this? We have to let go of our attachments to what is familiar for the sake of it being familiar even if it means letting go of toxic relationships, situations that inhibit or block you from creating the life you truly desire.

Your thoughts are pieces of you that you can send on missions that can come from a positive intention or a negative space. The idea is to promote from your heart what feels right and if your heart is confused, or you don't know what you need, that is where I can help by looking over the energies as they are around you, either using tarot cards or clairvoyant readings. Any means of Divining is a means to discover what your subconscious is doing, in essence, when 'you' are not looking.

Meditation is an EXCELLENT way to become aware of your unconscious self while learning to develop a 'centered' relationship with your 'soul' or your energetic self. The form of meditation that I teach is delivered through a guided series where I reach you the simple tools to heal your life. This meditation when practiced, becomes a normal reference to recognize 'where your energy is' and how to 'call it back into the present' through little or no effort.

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Wishing you the best in a  powerful New Year!