Wednesday, May 27, 2015

What Do You Have to Look Forward to Today?

Upon awakening this morning, this thought, "What do I have to look forward to today?" was on the horizon of my first conscious meanderings. Because I hadn't fully uploaded my personality consciousness, I realized a powerful insight and it was this; I was asking myself what do I 'already have' to look forward to? Thus, you have the foundation towards establishing a gratitude consciousness.

This is very powerful when you put it into the context that the Laws of Attraction are constantly working in your life whether actively aware -or not. The Laws of Attraction operate from what you -believe- is true from all aspects of conscious awareness AND the not so conscious awareness. 


As the future moves into present time from the future expanse of possibilities, you in essence 'baptize' this newly formed present moment with energy that is your composite experience of what is true that concurrently, is moving into past time.

To break the cycle of repeating negative events is to interrupt the process of baptizing each newly formed present moment with negative energy from the recent past experience. Literally, to pose the question 'what do I have,' establishes a foundation from which to create. If you judge this as something negative, you are baptizing it with more negative attraction energy. To say 'what do I have to look forward to' is adding a positive intention to the future potential frequency as the future becomes the present moment. You have the power to invoke positive change in your life by remembering that the present moment is the only place you can chose a higher, positive option. (FAITH= Focused Authentic Intention Towards Healing.)

Becoming aware of yourself as being 'co-creator' (with the God of your heart) in your life enhances the likelihood of manifesting a succession of present moment experiences that lead to positive outcomes. This is to say, to realign your recent past experiences into a foundation that supports rather than diminishes your present-time experience. To ask yourself "What am I learning, what value can I take with me from a negative situation," allows you to reclaim your power to choose a positive experience in the present moment.




When you attach the energy of the greater past to the immediate possibility of what can (potentially) happen, is when you can get into trouble if you keep reinforcing the past as the only real possibility of what you perceive as being true or the likely outcome.

Becoming aware of the Laws of Attraction is in essence, the intention to interrupt the continuum of what you (we collectively) have been reinforcing, through maintaining a status quo of not so conscious thoughts and beliefs that are cause for continued harm and increasing violence in the world. When events seem too big or overwhelming, the key is to not 'buy into it' as the only possibility that will manifest in the future, rather to adapt a response that is contrary to the apparent negative situation that fuels the negative energy (news headlines) purported by the media. (In general.)

Given that we are able to disrupt negative frequencies within our own thoughts, beliefs and emotions through exercising our inherent free-will to enable change, we (collectively) can activate currents to heal our personal lives as well as contributing towards a larger collective vision of living in a world in peaceful balance. What thoughts or beliefs do you add to the 'collective bucket' of future potential? Help break negative cycles now by healing old patterns that could be cause for your unhappiness and / or dissatisfaction in any area of your life, like a ripple effect going out into the world.

Like dominoes that tip to knock over the next domino, we can positively influence our immediate reality outwardly. The strategy is to catch your negative thoughts with honey so that in that same moment - the only place you are able to affect change, is to bless it with your better intention towards your 'self'. Love is a frequency that can shift and transcend negative paradigms that are rooted in the past and can uphold a growing positive continuum into the future.

As humans that are fallible, we are constantly experiencing our emotions whether negative or positive. The key is to be willing to recognize the past as an opportunity to see where you / we can embrace change to bring about a better experience of the present. Never self-admonish, rather be forgiving and keep choosing Light and heal the past by loving your mis-takes! Forgiveness is to 'forward-give' that which is no longer serving your Higher Frequency. (Surrender, to love and let go of that which is too much to your Higher Self or the God of Your Heart.)



See you at 9 your time, for a five minute balancing of intention through a heart-felt choice of choosing love. A simple 5 minute heart-felt meditation & prayer for your 'self' and then uplifted to the world. (First for you and then for the world, as an empty vessel cannot fill anyones cup.)


5 Minute Meditation:
CENTER - Imagine gold ball in the center of your head
ACKNOWLEDGE - Place yourself there, and say 'hello' to your 'self'
GROUND - Imagine a cord from the base of your spine to the center of the planet and say 'hello to Earth'. Let this connection be relaxed.
CLEAN - Drain what you don't want down the grounding cord. Earth uses this energy to heal herself even if it is negative emotions.
CALL BACK- Imagine your energy as particles connecting you to others or events. Call your energy back to you, relax and locate gratitude.
~Peace~


With gratitude,

~Namaste
Jackie Major

Monday, November 17, 2014

Exactly How Does Prayer & Meditation Work?

What does it mean to pray or to meditate? What does it do for / to our 'selves' when we -make- time to pray or meditate? Simply, it focuses our individual 'intentions' towards the life we are living, extending love, compassion and a vision of being healed to our friends and families, our communities, our country, our world, and all that is life on Earth. It is an exercise in 'F.A.I.T.H.', Focused Authentic Intention Towards Healing'.
Prayers come from our heart-space when we aren't attached to agendas rooted in fear, anger or a need to control. Any intention from the heart that is authentic, pure in it's vibration, carries a potent wavelength that nothing can corrupt. When we let go of attachment to specific outcomes, we surrender that which we cannot control to a Higher Self or Power (Intelligence), that will bless you with your desires and beyond. Have you ever wished for something and forgot about it, and then it manifests and it is even better than what you asked for or desired? Chances are that you have had this experience more than once in your life. 


Miracles are born of authentic intention freed from the attachment of 'how'. To pray is to tell the 'god of your heart' what it is that you desire to be healed, resolved, surrendered, forgiven. To meditate is to listen to what you / the god of your heart wants to transmit to your conscious awareness. To meditate is to allow your inner self to communicate with the 'you that is busy with external life'. Prayer and meditation quiets the mind and soothes the soul. Prayer is for talking to the god of your heart, your intention towards the Universe, and meditation is for listening, integrating, allowing mindfulness in the present moment. When you are in the present moment, you are at your most powerful.
Allow your 'self' to have a healing. To have a quiet moment (or two or three) to just be. Meditation can be had in so many forms, doing art, playing or listening to music, folding laundry, washing dishes, road trips. Being still is how your body and being have a chance to catch up to one another and to allow and create space for subtle healing that transcends our ego-limitations.. 
Pray for your 'self' to become stronger in having faith, developing a spiritual vocabulary that when used, shifts your frequency so that the energy around you becomes positive towards your world vision. 
5 minutes a day to stop and give pause to add energy to a vision of a healed and peaceful planet. It can be done, don't let the news leave you feeling disempowered. Now is not the time to be fearful, but courageous! 
~Namaste

Monday, May 12, 2014

FAITH is an Energy (Available to us at all times, in every situation.)


We are living in times where our faith in the effectiveness of prayer can feel challenged and, perhaps even futile. But it is the very bain of of our existence that creates this dilemma. The cure is the realization that 'we' individually and collectively are more powerful than we have ever been lead to believe. With new spiritual movements coming to fruition every day, collectively we are learning that is there is more than meets the eye.
I ask this time, that you go into your interior and 'ask your self' if you are keeping the faith- do you believe that focused prayer and meditation are working? We cannot be reliant on evidence, as what we see in our reality is already in past time because in order to see it, it has already happened.

What has happened is what we see as evidence of our beliefs in the past. The potent potential of faith (as an energy that can transmute anything) is to realize that in the present moment is where we are most powerful. Faith is an investment of belief that 'we' can create a better 'now' in the future. (FAITH = Focused Authentic Intention Towards Healing and dissolves FEAR = False Evidence Appearing Real.)
Please join in on a 5 minute prayer (at 9a and or 9p your time) for the world and ALL of its inhabitants, giving deeply felt gratitude from your heart space to Earth as she continues to support all that we are. Send a focused vision of a miracle of the girls abducted in Africa (and anywhere else,) and are liberated and reconnected to their families immediately. So it is and so shall it be.
I thank you and am grateful for -all- of you. Please invite your friends to join this group if you feel they would like to be a part of this divine mission of love and miracles.

***This is my recent post from my Facebook page: Global Prayer & Meditation for Natural & Unnatural Disasters, feel free to explore this link and join! 

Sunday, April 20, 2014

The Power of Love is Within You


In the season of religious high holidays, springing new growth in nature, longer sun-filled days, the epoch of renewal each year to begin anew, humanity is blessed to separate in a deliberate way, from the past.
Today, I ask you to 'ask your self' in what area in your life are you ready to renew? What is your intention towards- yourself? Is it to be more self-nurturing, or loving, or willing to allow change? Change is what helps us navigate into the future we believe will come true. What do you really want to manifest as your present experience? What do you believe CAN come true?
What you believe can come true, is a mixture of conscious awareness and subconsciousness intention. Subconsciousness is where our ego-personality cannot control results, but represents our held beliefs that come from unspoken programming, from our culture, our parents, what we assume is real based on a collective agreement. One way to access this information is to 'ask your self' and then be still and allow these feelings to surface. You can empower by listing to the feelings within.
We all want peace, but do we all believe peace can be attained? We (collectively) have been trained to think that if we can't see it, it isn't true. Now, (quantum) scientists are saying that because we can't see it, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. We are in an era of awakening. These awakenings are liberating us from prior history where we agreed war, suffering, poverty, disease are the terms and conditions of life. But do we need to keep recreating the past in order to feel safe and avoid change?
Start within your 'self' and entertain pictures, images of a world that is healed, that the need for fear and creating pain is no longer needed. We have been blessed with free-will. Use your five minutes a day to intend love, light, peace for the world, to include you- and the planet. Keep it simple, make it lovely, and remember to do this at least once a day. Access your heart-center, allow feelings of goodwill to well-up within and then, feel the joy of your energy accessing the global image attached to this post, and see the energy travel, instinctively going where it is needed. Just let it go. Check in with yourself and remember what is in the news today doesn't have to become the news tomorrow. Break the cycle of pain, drama and distress by contributing frequencies of love, a healed past and a new beautiful beginning.
May the time of renewal bless you with peace in your heart, peace of mind, while letting the past become the past.
Namaste~

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Accessing the Collective Consciousness


Stepping back from all of the news stories, all of the twittering about this and that, the assorted trending story-lines about what celebrity said what to whom and then punched a photo-papp, then what we are fed as 'real news', and then the actual news, is only an endless stream of distraction that can keep us separated from hearing what is within our own hearts. Or, on the contrary, we learn to escape inwardly, and refocus on our immediate lives and tune out the constant drone of bad news.. but still the energy of burden is in the back-drop. So what do we do?
We can remember that 'we' are a collective of individual minds and hearts that each have (God-given) 'free-will'. 'We' can develop an 'intentional awareness' knowing that, we can choose to work with spirit-energy and, through increasing the energy of faith (Focused Authentic Intention Towards Healing) we can become of focused force of Good Intentions that in effect, can manifest spontaneous miracles.
Before we can do this in a potent and unflinching way, we first have to understand and believe we ARE powerful with our thoughts. Our thoughts are energy, and our energy is a signal that influences our environment. We at this time, believe that we only influence our immediate lives, but then there is collective energy that will attract based on frequency alone. This can be extremely positive or it can be extremely dangerous.
Humans are reaching a stage where we are realizing that everything is 'frequency' and when 'we' collectively better understand to the extent to which this influences ALL of reality, bad news will lose it's grip on our societies and we will be able to better see / sense who is not well mentally, we will be able to extent compassion without feeling as though we are losing our own core, and be aware on a larger scale without needing to hear it through a (profiteering) media company who only wants to gain ratings and huge corporate profits.
Now that we are firmly planted in the Information Age buffered by Technology, we can feel intimidated by the never-closing floodgates heaving endless amounts of sensational MIS-information along with the Empowering useful information. The next age to follow this era (which happening now) is the 'Intuition Age', where we begin separate out the false information from the Real Information- instinctively.
We have it built into our souls to go within, center, ground and hear Truth. Truth is always validated when you are in an authentic space of mindfulness. (Not ego-mind.) This is where western dogma has misdirected our spirituality into aligning with false information in a (man-made) petri dish designed to capitalize on our fear and ignorance around our own power that rests within. (Fear = False Evidence Appearing Real) Faith (Focused Authentic Intention Towards Healing) dissolves fear, dissolved fear releases new awareness of Truth. Authentic Truth enlightens.
Today, I ask that you simply choose to listen to your heart, understand & realize all sorts of chaos is going on, and that individually we are not responsible for all of the worlds troubles, but collectively we are. We (you, me, collectively) can take just five minutes a day to simply intend from your heart space. Separate from your distractions long enough, that you can simply say 'Hello' to the world from your heart, and send an image of a healed and balanced planet that is loved and supported, where all life forms are respected and honored, as a precious source of diversity that enriches and blesses us all.
 Namaste~

Thursday, February 27, 2014

Did You Know?

Just this morning I caught a negative judgement-thought piggy-backed on an idea that I was thinking about - and it was subtle, but not all parts of my brain were fully uploaded since it was still b.c. (b.c. = Before Coffee) and I caught it, as it was already lowering my self-worth vibration. It was a good catch, since I live and breathe by wanting to be mindful and positively empowered, so as to be consistent on my path as a healer & teacher.

I am writing about this because I am truly intrigued by the power that is within (each) of us to change the world, once we realize this power collectively. In this same dialogue, people become afraid because of the idea of what can happen when 'we' (collectively) are seduced into mass agreement that could lead to genocide. The idea is that we can be hypnotized if we are -unaware- and/or provoked by fear, and lack enlightened self-perception. Yet in these (more self-aware) times, we are becoming aware our own interiority where we are more personally aware of our own internal moral compass that prohibits entertaining such caustic ideas, as we now know this can be damaging. (And, yes, there are those to whom still uphold toxic-hateful beliefs.) But here's the rub, this 'frequency' can only gain momentum if 'we' (collectively) agree to it. Hatefulness has a very short and abrupt frequency or bandwidth that cannot be sustained for any length of time on its own. Love is the true essence of this planet, and therefore can expand, extend and heal through all physicality in all time.

It's in the news everyday that some form of oppression is trying to be exerted over categories of people, nations, regions.. but as we (collectively) hear these stories, more often than not, we think, "this isn't right" or, "I hope someone or something does something about it." This very (individual) thought within is a frequency that goes out into the world. Consequently, so does it when we think a negative self-judgment. (Think Law of Attraction.) You get what you think- "Where thoughts goes, energy flows."

We are beings with bodies, which means, we are beings that emit a frequency from a physical place influencing physical reality. No one can ever be so perfect and never have a negative thought again-- as we are human and we go 'there' for a reason. The key to healing these negative thoughts is to know what to do when you 'catch one'! You can always bring Light to shadow and illumine the issue and then choose to heal.

When you catch a negative self-judgment, say 'hello' to it, as though you are just wanting to see it, and explore where it came from, or simply, to just replace it with a kinder, more loving self-declaration. We CAN heal, and we can improve our internal state of affairs, simply by adjusting our inner climate and exercising our own free will. Invite the Light into your life in a way that feels authentic and real, nested in your heart. When you can adapt your awareness to originating from your heart-space, then negative thinking loses its voltage and Love will lead, creating miracles in your life as well as those to whom you intend. ~Namaste~

Sunday, December 29, 2013

The New Year's New Vibration!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 

Each new year represents to humans, a new vibration that defines our shared journey of our collective awakening. Events, whether it be through natural disasters or man-made, 'we' are being given opportunities to see each other in new ways, imbibing a deeper compassion for strangers across the globe who are suffering one way or another. No one human is exempt from the consequences of our individual and collective actions.

With the heart-beat of Earth's living force growing louder and louder, we- collectively are realizing that human's occupation on Earth has to radically change if we are to survive, and if future generations are going to thrive. 

We can no longer afford to live out an 'ego' driven existence where humanity continually exploits the planets resources and only returns toxic waste into the ever growing fragile environment. This form of imbalanced living has to end. 'We' collectively are awakening to the realization that we have to get along, not only with ourselves, but with the other life forms of this planet. We have to learn to live collaboratively through developing the skills to form consensus with 'ALL of Life.' (That is, to realize that humans are not the only source of intelligence that lives on this Earth.)

The vibration of the year to come is a 'seven'. (2+0+1+4= 7) Using numerology to define the vibration, seven is about recognizing that 'we' have to learn -how to be a more conscientious version- of 'us together'. Seven is a spiritual vibration. It reveals hidden truths, pierces illusions, and reminds us to be compassionate from the heart. To keep choosing faith over fear. (Focused Authentic Intentions Towards Healing instead of False Evidence Appearing Real..) 

Seven is a 'seven' only because it has experienced and lived the journey of each number (chakra) proceeding it on an experiential-vibrational level, it is the number that awakens a new level of self awareness through awakenings that unfolds 'enlightenment'. Before seven can become an eight, it has to have integrated it's lessons, the array of life-provoking experiences that raises the world-view to one that is about collective agreements that are no longer tied to fear-based survival. 

So, in using the number analogy, we are talking about seeing ourselves as 'frequency & vibration', beings with bodies that through new awareness of how we -individually- influences all that is 'our shared reality.' We are in a mass flux where 'we' are rearranging what is important, to gain momentum in a way that 'restores' rather than exploits Earth's resources. 

Restoring a shared orientation that emphasizes collaborative living on levels seen and unseen, we will continue to develop the capability to realize that 'we' are much more powerful that we realized, when we unify our heart-spaces into a mutually healthy collaborative that is philosophically rooted in 'giving life back'.

Reusable / green energy sources will continue to gain momentum, as we become more deeply (and intentionally) integrated into our overall global economic level. As the 'Information Age' begins to fade, we will transition into the 'Intuition Age' in the next 6-7 years, where we begin to hear, understand and integrate our energetic relationship to all that We are.

May your New Year come with abundant opportunities to heal, to grow, to integrate and arrive to a renewed sense of All That You Are, as a multi-dimensional being with untold powers of healing, through the discovery of your 'self' as a True Being of Light. 

~Thank YOU for being a part of this beautiful collaboration of a global custodianship that is Love, the use of frequency to heal and employ the given ability to heal through focusing loving intention and sending Light to anyone / any living creature in need.

~Namaste, Jackie Major

Monday, November 11, 2013

This Last Mercury Retrograde and its Purpose?


A mercury retrograde puts all of the above under review revealing the most minute details taken for granted and in such a way we have no choice but to endure, making seemingly ridiculous course adjustments, requiring us to smooth out details that require review and resolution, resulting in becoming more conscious in how we (individually & collectively) make choices and even small decisions while at times, feeling as though we are under several hundred pounds of resistance-pressure while attempting to manage these processes.  

When Mercury in retrograde is influenced by other astro-events can intensify and even exasperate the repeating event, where in actuality, this event happens three times a year for three weeks at a time! You would think we are used to this by now as this phenomenon is nothing new. This recent cycle was clearly an exception as it also involved other major planetary events that contributed towards a feeling of overwhelm and even disbelief in the possibilities of how communication breakdowns can ensnare us into unwanted courses of action, heated conversations, and even forcing us one way or another into system review and attention to details that withdrew energy without an immediate perception or an experience of a return.

Now that Mercury has done its backwards trek, this cycle will officially complete on November 26th, (two days before Thanksgiving) when this rapid moving planet completes this cycle of going back over it's path now moving FORWARD, revealing opportunities for making purposeful progress and healing misunderstandings in the wake of its recent backwards movement. 

By degree Saturn, the planet of self-discipline and structure is matching Mercury's forward trek by degree and on Nov 26th, punctuates and emphasizes the need for focus, order, and to be more conscious-of-intention as we develop the need for not just better communication, but CONSCIOUS INTENTION within the process of communication. Intention is the undercurrent of energy within any act. INtention is the frequency that engages the Law of Attraction.

I could write an entire book of the significance of these current events and their short term and long term impact on us individually as well as human society and politics. BUT, we are all very busy this time of year, so in a nutshell, cross your T's, dot your I's and remember we all have the capability of humor and the opportunity to choose love over contempt. These are the higher vibrations that we all are able to access through our unique powers of 'free-will.' Remember gratitude helps us shift out of feeling victimized by events that truly are only opportunities to learn and evolve our perceptions and how we experience our own and shared realities.

For further help in making the energetic, spiritual and emotional adjustments during these challenging times coupled with the busy holiday season, I am available at Arcana, (207-773-7801) or send me a message through Facebook, and we can sort out what you need relevant to the services I provide as a Professional Clairvoyant / Energetic Healer & teacher of Guided Meditation.

Many blessings Everyone!

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

The Collective Consciousness is Becoming Self-Aware

When we as a collective consciousness learn to access our heart-space as a fundamental aspect of our shared well being, and this is accepted as a normal thing to do, those who would harm in order to empower will grow to fewer and their hate-filled mantra futile. Love is a normal vibration of Earth and when the collective mind develops confidence in tapping into this this energy, miracles will lead and lower vibrational intentions will lose their power.


As the global collective consciousness continues to become more self-aware, 'WE' are realizing that there are energy levels associated to certain actions that no longer serve the greater good. For instance, the energy of 'blame' only serves to keep us in past-time victim reality. The energy of futility or resignation entraps us in our own misery, or to walk with guilt over something that has happened years ago, or even generations ago, restricts our ability to actualize the lessons from past mistakes and reestablish balance in living life in a loving and purposeful way.

The above-mentioned energies are about how 'we' as a collective consciousness are growing to understand how 'we' influence each other through vibration. As we grow more accustomed to energetic self-awareness, we develop the ability to transcend limitations using the 'collective heart.' As ‘we’ become more confident, it is becoming more common to hear someone say "I'm sending you energy" or, "I am praying for you" or, "I'll hold a good thought for you today." We know on some level that our intention is a frequency that creates reality, is an energy that attracts, magnetizes and by virtue of a loving intention, heals.

What we are witnessing now, especially in the United States during our government shutdown, is the process of becoming ‘collectively self-aware’ in the political arena. Politics are meant to focus a philosophy in governing while managing human needs from the most rudimentary level to the larger more complex levels as it relates to our presence on Earth as a whole. Concurrent with this is a growing awareness of mental illness that is born of broken religion, or lopsided dogma that has only managed to create broken connections to the heart center. In the wake of broken self-awareness, emerges lower frequencies that are fear-based thinking, warped perceptions of hateful spirituality and even justification for committing genocide. Removing human rights and enslaving populations economically, physically and emotionally, simply are no longer tolerable because it is not in affinity with the powerful vibration this planet.

In what appears to be extremely difficult times, ‘we’ have an awesome opportunity. We can choose to acknowledge our anger and disappointment and then channel that energy into other emotions and catalyze frequencies that would heal instead of destruct. To heal your 'self' from feeling weakened by the chronic diet of bad news, or the heated posturing that only serves to polarize and intensify the experience of fear, fueling the worst case 'what-if' scenarios is becoming the way of the past. It is in this moment where we can go into our own interiors (hearts) and access our ‘Collective Heart.’ When we access Our Heart, we have the ability to transcend all limitations when we invoke the power within it, and embrace faith. Remember FEAR = False Evidence Appearing Real, where the energy that dissolves FAITH is ‘Focused Authentic Intention Towards Healing. Fear repels and detracts energy, where faith attracts and integrates energy, creating a grid that dissolves blocked energy and allows Love to manifest miracles. It has been done, it can be done and it will be done. See you at 9 your time, meeting in Our Heart-space. ~Namaste

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

An Indelible Mark

This date, Nine-Eleven has left an indelible mark in the hearts and minds of humans all around the world, some more personally felt than others. Yet this gives us (collective) pause, to take a few moments out of your busy day, and consider the meaning of this date beyond the horrors of traumatic loss. To pray for those whose lives were lost, their families, and all who are impacted one way or another with a vision of continued healing. Together we revere a deepening gratitude for those who choose to be First Responders, we bow and take off our hats for your service. We are grateful.

Today we pray for healing to continue, for awareness to connect humanity through a collective heart that gathers strength, refusing to yield to the old way of conquering through war. To remember to choose love over hate, peace over war, joy over contempt. Therein lays the blessing of our God-given free will, to raise vibrations rather than sink to a base existence of fear and hate.

On this day of significance, I ask you to look people in the eyes, to send an intention of love to your friends, neighbors, coworkers- your boss, to pay-it-forward from a place of unconditional love. Let this Light be contagious. Allow your laughter to be shared. Find a way to extend yourself in a way that is not your usual day-to-day existence. Create a new pattern of choosing to be authentic and real, to yourself, with a conscious intention. Simply be present.

Please join in a collective prayer for safety and goodwill to extend in unprecedented ways around the world where suffering is a daily existence, where to choose love is the only real answer. When take a moment to center our attention within our hearts, and allow it to exude beyond our personality, we send a frequency where others can manifest a miracle. It is so simple.

Thank you for being a part of this forum, thank you for being a part of a Global Continuum of Love & Grace.

Namaste!

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Divine Discontent


Divine Discontent
(a soliloquy)
by Rev. Jackie Major


there are parts of me that understand my relationship with God


there are parts of me that are in doubt about how God feels about me


and then there are parts of me that doubt how I feel about God


I do know that there is a bigger part of me that is certain about my relationship with God, and also knows that God is certain about me, that I Am Loved and that I love God


this 'bigger me' seems far away yet always close, and is the voice that reassures when I can stop and listen


this 'bigger me' seems to be watching whenever I stop to think about It,
just like God Who is always Here and Everywhere --supposedly (grin)


God's Answer: "To be here is to be there when the time comes... (Grin)"






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Soliloquy

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Your Power to Choose, is an Opportunity to Choose Love in All Situations

I was just taking a good look over the 'astrological climate' in the weeks, months to come. We have powerful planet-aspects coming into to place that have been (not exaggerating) CENTURIES in the making. This means when these aspects lock-in- they are energies that are going to redefine our culture, whether it be US,-- or really, globally. BUT FEAR NOT, as these are the game-changers that we need in order to heal, to witness our chronic failures and limitations (culturally) of the past so we can create the new frequencies waiting to be born, that would heal humanity and it's relationship to this planet. 

This being said, we have opportunities to 'reset or reboot' our orientation to one that is committed towards healing, where our 'busy-ness' becomes our business to --always-- include quality time for -you FIRST. "As an empty vessel cannot fill anyone's cup." Therefore, to take a few moments to center your 'self' with a focused intention to simply send out a vibe of heart-felt-good-will into the world. You can only truly do this if you are able to feel this frequency within yourself first hand-- for your 'self', your circle of family & friends, community.

Remember "I am" sets up a frequency that aligns you to the 'God of Your Heart' and serves as an invocation to that which is your power- the ability to transmit love into the world from an authentic place. The phrase "I am" brings your intention to the present moment, wherein the present is the only place you can be powerful. I am love, I am healed, I am powerful.. I am sending LOVE out into the world to create miracles, no matter what the news is reporting, no matter what it seems like everywhere else.. as YOU ARE powerful! Thank you for being a part of this forum-- as I AM GRATEFUL for YOU! ~Namaste

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Evolution of a Soul


This is a 'channel' (Divine flow of information) that came through while contemplating a deeper concern about deep soul healing for years. To understand what 'ego' is for and how to locate a connection to spirit when ego has sabotaged faith and trust in Higher vision and faith. Through the graces of a Higher Source, I have distilled this blog. I will deepen my own healing as a result of this potent and powerful information. May this information heal you in any way that is best served as well. ~Namaste, Jackie


"Part of the journey of soul evolution is to be immersed into ego where ego can only manifest while in the 3rd dimension. As the soul evolves from out of the ego-place, the density of ego softens as concepts are gained and spiritual awakening occurs. As the soul moves deeper into embracing the higher vibrations or frequencies of spiritual existence, subconscious ego will create challenges as the energy-field of ego becomes less and less engaged." (Non-attachment.)


"By virtue of the 'Laws of Attraction', we (evolving souls) will attract people and situations to help us form a deepening understanding of what it is that we are separating from, thus enabling us to engage and actualize the newer spiritual principles that we are choosing in order to progress our spiritual enlightenment." 


"Those who would present an ultimate challenge, reflect the energy that we are healing within ourselves. The externalized circumstances, the challenge, is amplified in an extreme or exaggerated way so that we
-cannot- ignore it. The source (the person/situation) often are unconscious of their impact on you because they clearly are not on the same evolutionary path at the -same rate- you are evolving. These experiences are challenging you on many levels at once, so as to help you develop the muscles to 'intentionally raise your vibration on more than one frequency at a time'."

"When our soul chooses a higher vibration and engages in a spiritual mission, our ego helps us to forget this so that we do not get in our own way. By directly engaging in ego, we (subconsciously) create a paradox to force your spirit to access information -through- the denser ego field/vibration- so as to 'birth' the awareness experience as being a
new awareness, giving deeper understanding of the souls evolution by an actual experience of 'unfoldment'." 

"This process is how we (humans) enlighten, our Higher Self (or the God of your heart) sends pieces of itself away on 'missions' (lifetimes) and these pieces when birthed into the physical plane (into a body) forgets all that it is so that it can relearn through a tactile-physical experience of what it already knows but in a new way. Ego in the 3-D plane blocks memory so that you can learn what you forgot and integrate memories experienced physically through emotional responses. Fear, anxiety, stress are all physical experiences that distract you intensely so you can gain a fuller, deeper, awareness of what it is that you already know on a higher frequency. When you enlighten, you integrate what was subconscious into consciousness and then you can see this whole process in its entirety and then, actualize enlightenment, thus raising your vibration."


"Energetic principles that move energy from past time to present time, such as choosing forgiveness while developing
healthy boundaries, transmuting anger into love, fear into faith, are the earmarks of soul evolution as you recall a larger percentage of yourself from past-time into present time. Naturally occurring certainty, confidence and serenity are the result of integrating these concepts."

With deep gratitude,


:-Jackie

Monday, July 15, 2013

Where Is Your Heart Today?


Recent events in the US news has raised a critical awareness of how racism persists in the legal system, where 'a jury of your peers' really isn't. Having been raised as a white middle class citizen, my own journey has been met with limitation and fear, as being a product of my own upbringing. My mother, Irish, from a poor blue collar family, raised us in an unconscious yet 'accepted bigoted' culture. During my childhood in the 1960's & 70's I was blessed to be exposed to those who would teach me otherwise.

What I became aware of was the 'assumed standard of superiority' that isn't even spoken but inferred. In my earlier life I had to recognize this within myself and make a CONSCIOUS choices to change, to allow and confront the fears that came with giving up a (false) sense of power.

Later into my adulthood, (1990's) I was at lunch with a friend & coworker, and she's a beautiful strong black woman. We were at a cafe run by mostly gays in San Francisco's Mission District where multicultural consciousness is 'the way'. To my own astonishment, the young white waitress would not look at my friend or take her order. At first I just thought she was scattered or distracted. Then my friend realized it was because she was black. At first I disbelieved her, I thought "Naw, not here, not in SF, not in the neighborhood that is mostly non-white!" Well, as the next hour moved forward, I watched her take other peoples orders. Some of the customers were white, some were mixed.. and she was ignoring the non-whites too! I was shocked. We realized she wasn't doing this intentionally, but unconsciously.

My friend was kind, compassionate and knew that I needed to have my consciousness raised. She said, the woman has been taught (unconsciously) to not see blacks. It wasn't even a malcontent on the waitress's part, it was pure ignorance and pure lack of socialization remnant from a poor upbringing. When we left her a tip, my friend wrote her a note instead. The note was to let her know that we are not withholding her tip not only from poor service, but also to help this waitress become aware of her 'blindness'. We left and of course, never patronized that establishment again. We called the owner and told her about our experience hoping this would be a consciousness-raising event all around.

This was eye-opening to say the least. I was startled to realize that my self portrait of being a liberal, open minded and feminist, needed some work. Ten years later, I found out I was at least one third Native American from my fathers side. (This is a whole other story!) But, when I learned of this it blessed me with a deepening understanding how 'unconscious fear' can be at the root of racism. I am not an expert per se, but drawing from my own life experiences, I learned that 'consciousness' navigated by the heart can change everything, your life view, your world view, your sense of personal identity. Your relationship to your community, your perception of right and wrong changes as you change and grow- mature.

Wrong is when you disregard anyone or anything because of their differences, their race, their religion, their lack of knowledge. Like my patient friend at lunch, I ask you to exercise patience, and creating a breath of space to allow your own heart, spirit and mind rise above. Please choose compassion, choose love for ALL humanity. Don't get caught up in a vibe of righteous vigilantism, and instead choose righteous indignation and then use this frequency to educate others. Allow your anger to be a catalyst for educating those who are your family and friends and offer up an all inclusive perspective. Be bold. If we work on cultural ignorance together, perhaps we can rise to a new standard of exercising proper justice, create a unified vision of what we as a collective consciousness can do to level the table of true justice rather than an antiquated product of bad education and ignorance rooted in fear.

Please pray and meditate for peace in these tense times, for love that transcends fear and invites a growing consciousness of community that embraces all diversity, realizing that diversity is a precious resource we all must preserve. ~Godspeed



Sunday, May 5, 2013

Mother

None of us would be here unless we were born after a gestation of many months in our biological mothers womb. None of us can say that we came from anywhere else if we are human. The journey of life begins in the same moment of death. We gestate in our mothers internal body until it is time for us to come out, wherein the beginning of life inside of her ends, and we are forced into a completely different reality where the gestation experience has ended forever, akin to death and then birth, compressed within the same laborious moments.

We must accept this new life, and trust those around us as our family, our caregivers, our beginning support while in such a fragile and vulnerable state. You wouldn't be able to read this unless you were fed, cared for, looked after, and educated. From the moment of birth, each and everyone one of us has a unique life-evolving story, that when told becomes the foot prints of our souls journey. As we learn how to live on earth, we first learn to walk, then run, and even hide, we become captivated and truly lost at other times. No one-journey is identical to another, as we are each here with our own unique and powerful life mission.

The story we each have about our relationship to our mother is always deeply personal and powerful because it reveals the backdrop of why any of us are here. Some of our beginnings are the true-to-form storybook tale with powerful maternal love being at the foundation defining the essence of life, often cementing a deepening of your mother & father's love in their marriage. We align with an expectation of how love affirms the foundation of a meaningful and purposeful reality and therefore, as adults go and create the same experience with these beginning foundation-expectations.

Sometimes and often the case, we do not get the story-book beginning in our infancy and childhood. We encounter challenges where we have to navigate difficulties from any potential category of 'why'. At times we have to accept the help of strangers, to help us with a continued life, whether it be a relative, a neighbors mom, or a teacher. This is to say, we each come here with our own  personal mission with a spiritual blueprint encoded in our souls energetic DNA (Divining Natural Answers) with detailed specs of your life mission for being on Earth. The instructions are not revealed in a neatly organized folder with detailed instructions about your karma or life purpose organized in linear form. It is the array of life experience that presents us with situations that allow us to heal, evolve our beings, our souls, our understanding and forming life meaning as it relates to your choices and the importance of exercising free will.

Whether your mother was a loving maternal type, or a painful source of memories, remember, you were given birth and would not have been able to make it 'here' without being carried within her body. This is not an underlying message of  'you should be grateful', rather a message to love the blessings that come with being alive and if your mother is a strong positive presence in your life, honor her, let her know your expression of gratitude that represents your life, your grace, your transcended understanding of who you are together and what you have learned from her. Let her know that she isn't taken for granted.

If your relationship is /  was challenging, then remember you deserve to be honored for choosing life, to take on your self regardless of the many challenges that came out of your early beginnings. She was the beginning place for you to start your life, for you to get your footing no matter how events unfolded once you were born. Now, as an adult you can make choices that represent your heart's intention towards the life you choose to live. Through depth-perception and accrued life-experience you can listen to your inner-self navigation, through listening to and honoring your feelings. Your feelings identify where you can heal, where you have healed and gained strength, integrated wisdom and bettering self-esteem, as you walk your conscious journey.

If you can love your mother for what she gave you, love her and bless her for your gift of life. If necessary, forgive her for any misgivings, as forgiveness takes your soul out of bondage held in the energetic past. When we forgive, we regain our energy in the present moment to create and manifest the life we choose. Choose love, choose to be here now and witness all that is beautiful surrounding you in nature, even if it is just the grass on your lawn responding to the suns light and Earth's water, the trees budding, bee's buzzing, birds singing, as they herald the essence of all of life, the frequency from were we all have come. "As above, so below."

Wishing you the maternal joy of life-giving forces, whether it be through birthing your children, recognizing your mother or, your life as you are, the person you choose to be. Each new moment is a gift, to continually birth your conscious choice to live life in Loves breath.

Peace, Love & Light,
Jackie




Thursday, May 2, 2013

Time to take care of YOU!


As seen in recent weeks in the United States, longer term distress in Syria, and seemingly never ending turmoil in parts of Africa, we grow accustomed to believing in the idea of the possibility of unexpected turmoil erupting anywhere at any time. Environmental horror stories such as what we are seeing in Alabama, Japan, and I am sure in many other places globally, it appears the human world in a state of chaos, creating a collective unspoken feeling of stress and generalized experience of being 'dis-at-ease'.

The point is this; we have more power in these situations than we 'allow ourselves to believe'. I say it this way because human consciousness IS evolving where thoughts have an evermore rapid influence in how events impact the creation of shared reality. As we evolve and understand how the energy of our thoughts influence world events, we can begin to heal on a large scale with little burden-- to any-single-individual. The key is to understand how taking responsibility without taking on ALL of the world problems. As paradoxical as it sounds, if we Truly did the latter, we'd all feel overwhelmed and completely stressed out!

WHAT WE CAN DO is take care of our own lives and become more aware of how we interface with our own interpersonal and echo-environments. When take on responsibility, we are socialized to automatically take care of everyone else first before ourselves individually from an ungrounded and often unconscious place of triage, an old paradigm invented in an attempt to prevent people from becoming self-centered or self-absorbed. Yet there is a need though, to attend to ones own interior so that when you direct intentions towards others, you are doing this from a conscious and self-enlightened space of positive self-awareness. THIS MEANS that when you tend to your own vessel first, you are coming from a place of integrity, personal compassion and not from a fear space of worst-case scenario reaction to fear.

There is a saying (paraphrased) that says "An empty vessel cannot fill anyones cup." The concept is that you cannot 'authentically offer assistance to another' without an awareness from where it is coming. This is to say, if you are offering scatter-shot energy frequencies, then the results will be scattered and diluted. So first, please tend to your own vessel, and repair the energy that inspires a feeling of being personally empowered through a space of self-care and nurturing.

Use this 'time of many adjustments' to TAKE CARE OF YOU! You deserve this more than anyone! Take time to offer yourself worthy attention, shift from ego-demands and simply acknowledge 'you' on a soul-level. When we do this collectively, we firm up the foundation from which we offer healing to others, and thus, add a frequency of deepening integrity of our shared collective heart.

We all have been through a lot one way or another in recent weeks, months and longer in some regions, and before you can get back into the race, your own vessel deserves YOUR love, self-compassion, a time to go inward and honor the blessed spirit that you are. First say 'hello' to yourself, pause, and allow yourself an abundance of LOVING Light too!

See you at 9 your time. Together we will send LOVE, LIGHT and the potent potentials of unconditional miracles to all who need it wherever they are, through the effortless effort of our collective hearts. ~Peace, Namaste, Good will, everywhere for all living things Great & small.
As seen in recent weeks in the United States, longer term distress in Syria, and seemingly never ending turmoil in parts of Africa, we grow accustomed to believing in the idea of the possibility of unexpected turmoil erupting anywhere at any time. Environmental horror stories such as what we are seeing in Alabama, Japan, and I am sure in many other places globally, it appears the human world in a state of chaos, creating a collective unspoken feeling of stress and generalized experience of being 'dis-at-ease'. 

The point is this; we have more power in these situations than we 'allow ourselves to believe'. I say it this way because human consciousness IS evolving where thoughts have an evermore rapid influence in how events impact the creation of shared reality. As we evolve and understand how the energy of our thoughts influence world events, we can begin to heal on a large scale with little burden-- to any-single-individual. The key is to understand how taking responsibility without taking on ALL of the world problems. As paradoxical as it sounds, if we Truly did the latter, we'd all feel overwhelmed and completely stressed out!

WHAT WE CAN DO is take care of our own lives and become more aware of how we interface with our interpersonal and echo-environments. When take on responsibility, we are socialized to automatically take care of everyone else first before ourselves individually from an ungrounded  and often unconscious place of triage, an old paradigm invented in an attempt to prevent people from becoming self-centered or self-absorbed. Yet there is a need though, to attend to ones own interior so that when you direct intentions towards others, you are doing this from a conscious and self-enlightened space of positive self-awareness. THIS MEANS that when you tend to your own vessel first, you are coming from a place of integrity, personal compassion and not from a fear space of worst-case scenario reaction to fear. 

There is a saying (paraphrased) that says "An empty vessel cannot fill anyones cup." The concept is that you cannot 'authentically offer assistance to another' without an awareness from where it is coming. This is to say, if you are offering scatter-shot energy frequencies, then the results will be scattered and diluted. So first, please tend to your own vessel, and repair the energy that inspires a feeling of being personally empowered through a space of self-care and nurturing. 

Use this 'time of many adjustments' to TAKE CARE OF YOU! You deserve this more than anyone! Take time to offer yourself worthy attention, shift from ego-demands and simply acknowledge 'you' on a soul-level. When we do this collectively, we firm up the foundation from which we offer healing to others, and thus, add a frequency of deepening integrity of our shared collective heart. 

We all have been through a lot one way or another in recent weeks, months and longer in some regions, and before you can get back into the race, your own vessel deserves YOUR love, self-compassion, a time to go inward and honor the blessed spirit that you are. First say 'hello' to yourself, pause, and allow yourself an abundance of LOVING Light too! 

See you at 9 your time. Together we will send LOVE, LIGHT and the potent potentials of unconditional miracles to all who need it wherever they are, through the effortless effort of our collective hearts. ~Peace, Namaste, Good will, everywhere for all living things Great & small.